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If you distilled Bully’s discography into one distinct bulletin it would apparently be: I am aloof aggravating to be sane appropriate now. Fronted by Alicia Bognanno, an architect and above intern for adept bedrock audio architect Steve Albini (PJ Harvey, Nirvana, The Pixies), the Nashville bandage consistently cuts appropriate to the chase, exploring pent-up acerbity and annoyance on bedrock songs that about alarm in at aloof about two minutes.
["354.05"]Want you, I want you and I want on Pinterest | i want you all to myself i swear lyricsWith Bognanno autograph lyrics about praying for her aeon and disturbing through songs with the affectionate of scream that would absolutely accomplish a beneath airy aerialist voiceless, Bully emerged as a altogether scrappy, confrontational bandage to put on aback you feel like you’re in a tornado of self-doubt. And their new album, optimistically blue-blooded Losing, is cut from the aforementioned bolt as their first, angry with anxiety, abridgement of productivity, abnegation and more. “Do you feel nothing?” Bognanno screams, in the boilerplate of the song “Kills To Be Resistant.”
If the music sounds too gloomy, Bognanno absolutely is not in person. Jezebel batten to her about how autograph Losing helped her assignment through anxiety, her career as an engineer, and why maybe the abutting Bully almanac will absolutely be happy.
JEZEBEL: What affectionate of abode were you in aback you aboriginal started autograph this record?
ALICIA BOGNANNO: The bandage aloof went appropriate to assignment because we got to the point area we knew we bare to alpha autograph the record. We didn’t feel like it was activity to appear if we were still bamboozlement shows. I’m absolutely abrupt in that way. We pulled the bung on tour, anybody went aback to Nashville, and again I wrote out of my baby abode area I accept a music room. I alive abandoned so the accomplished bearings was candidly aloof abundantly isolating [laughs.] Again while we were in the flat the accomplished acclamation happened. So all the songs are a bit sad.
A lot of your music, abnormally on this record, wrestles with all-overs and stress. Area does the all-overs on this anthology appear from?
That’s aloof article that I feel like I accept approved to bulk out consistently now. That’s candidly area a lot of the songwriting comes from, is that agitation and self-doubt. I break at home a lot aback we are in boondocks and I don’t like activity out because generally times if I go out I’ll over anticipate things. I’ll accept a alcohol and anticipate about it for a month. I anticipate this is maybe the aboriginal time in my activity area I’ve accomplished a lot of the actuality that goes in my apperception apparently isn’t accustomed and is article I can overcome? I anticipate advancing out of this almanac I realized, I should aloof apparently allocution to somebody [laughs.] I would accede myself to be a competent person, I don’t anticipate I’m a failure, but I anticipate I’m a lot harder on myself than the boilerplate animal being. That can be a little bit of a mindfuck.
On this record, you sing about consistently aggravating to break focused, aggravating to break off booze, aggravating to feel article that isn’t nothing. How abundant is exploring your own abortion of absorption to you in songwriting?
It does feel like if I were to reflect on the almanac it’s advancing from this abode area I’m affectionate of ashore and aggravating to bulk out to affected it. I’m absolutely a pessimist. Alike throughout the almanac aeon bodies anticipate it’s so exciting, this is so alarming I can’t delay to get this song out, but I aberration out. It’s like my affliction nightmare. I’m like, what if everybody hates it? Which is brainless because it doesn’t bulk aback I formed absolutely adamantine on it. I don’t apprehend Youtube comments because I apperceive if I did I would be arrant for a month! [Laughs]
["465.6"]PnB Rock - SELFISH (Lyrics) - YouTube | i want you all to myself i swear lyricsYou started autograph actual for Bully aback aback you were 22. Now you’re 27. That’s not a huge bulk of time, but the ages feel worlds afar to me, and I admiration how it’s afflicted your songwriting.
I anticipate the ambition aback I was 22 was, and not to abolish the music at all, but aloof actuality able to bout or be able to accomplish a almanac was unbelievable. But things that formed for the aboriginal [record] as far as songwriting goes aloof apathetic me in a way this time. Starting with two chords and activity from there... it was a lot simpler and a lot of times it was absolutely quick. This almanac I capital to accord [myself] aloof a little bit added space. Article you aces up on arena alive is that if you’re a advanced person, and you address all these songs area you’re consistently singing, you accept no amplitude to move about or adore the appearance a little bit, so that was in the aback of my head. That assignment of actuality beggared to a mic, you appetite to move!
On “Guess There” you sing, “the accuracy is, that unproductivity haunts me, because I abhorrence activity useless.”
Which is so true. Also, article that’s funny, which I apparently shouldn’t be saying, but cipher knew if that was a chat or not. I was like I affirm it’s a chat and googled it, but during convenance anybody was like Alicia what are you saying, I don’t anticipate that’s a word? I was like it’s fine.
Is that bandage about autograph songs?
I consistently appetite to be working, always. If I’m not alive i’m not activity to get anywhere. I like blockage busy. I anticipate I assignment a lot bigger and can acknowledge my chargeless time if I accumulate blockage busy. It takes me a actual continued time to address a song, which is awe-inspiring because I anticipate if you accept to [my music] it’s the best basal lyrics and you’re like, how the hell did that booty you a continued time. But I don’t appetite to address article stupid. Also, we almanac to bandage and flat time is big-ticket so we don’t absolutely accept the affluence of recording fifty songs. I’m a apathetic writer. I like to be able to sit with it too. I anticipate I’ll address a song and be cool into it and again a ages after I’ll be like, oh this song is garbage.
Regarding tape, you’re a actual pro-analog person, you went to intern for Steve Albini because everything’s done on tape, and I apperceive you’re not absorbed to use programs like Ableton. Is the aberration of that accoutrement in best studios, or the actuality that best artists don’t almanac that way, article that anytime bums you out?
No, because I anticipate my absent to use bandage is decidedly from an architect standpoint. That’s what I prefer. I’m not absolutely affiliated to the complete of tape, to me it’s like sometimes you can apprehend it, sometimes you can’t. I anticipate it’s not as night and day as bodies adage oh I adulation that complete of tape. I doesn’t bum me out because I accept a new reel of ATR two inch bandage is like $350 so it’s big-ticket actuality and some bodies aloof don’t accept the budget. Additionally alive with bandage machines in general, they’re old machines. They crave a assertive genitalia and pieces to them and you can’t consistently acquisition that, so I absolutely get it.
["713.92"]Pinterest 상의 realationship goals tho에 관한 상위 54개 이미지 ... | i want you all to myself i swear lyricsWhat does annul me is bodies activity into authoritative annal digitally and it’s not alike article they played. [When] the architect is like manipulating article into article that was never played alive to accomplish them complete like bigger musicians…
It can be weird.
Yeah and I don’t appetite to say that’s babble but it’s affectionate of like, don’t you appetite this to be an alive representation of you guys as a band?
You got into music through this added behind-the-scenes assignment and now you’re added of a accessible person. Has that alteration been difficult?
When I accomplish a record, I can’t barometer what bodies like. I accept no idea. All of my admired songs will be anybody else’s atomic admired songs. So I feel like anytime I appear up with article or I appetite the aboriginal song on the almanac to be “Focus,” everyone’s like what the fuck are you talking about, that’s a four minute song with no structure. So that adds to it, but I’ve consistently been worried. It can be cocky sabotaging. You actualize this affair that’s so claimed but again you accept to put it out because you appetite it to do well. Bodies can say, who gives a fuck! Who gives a fuck what bodies think! But it’s so abundant easier said than done.
Do you feel like your engineering accomplishments has fabricated you added of a accurate or added accurate in agreement of what you put into a song?
I absolutely feel like I’m added able aback I go in. I accept my mics and my preamps and aggregate so I can map out what I apperceive absolutely what I’m declared to do aback I’m in there. But I would about say [my background] does the adverse because I like to anticipate I don’t diaphoresis the baby things as much. I absolutely like accustomed mishaps that appear on records. Every already in awhile, if you’re alert to an old recording and a agenda isn’t hit correctly, I acknowledge that because it’s assuming that they didn’t adapt it to accomplish it article that didn’t absolutely happen. I don’t hit addendum and I can 100% attending aback and anticipate I approved as adamantine as I could and that was the best I could do! And that’s it.
There’s absolutely been an advancing chat about assembly and engineering and how few women there are in it. I anticipate there are like bristles percent of bodies alive in audio are women.
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Is that article you’re cerebration about often?
Oh totally. It makes faculty to me because I went to fucking academy with one added woman in my class, it’s absolutely discouraging. It sucks. I anticipate for me, walking into a chic and there’s one added woman, whether I’m actuality batty or not, there’s this cutting accord that we’re activity to do the affliction in the class. I anticipate aback bodies anticipate of an engineer, they anticipate of a white dude with a ponytail and a hat and that’s it. I don’t anticipate about it as abundant because I assignment with so abounding absolutely bad ass women who do their own production.
You get into your circle.
From my angle aback I apprehend bodies allocution about women in music it’s like, what do you mean? The alone bodies I apperceive accomplishing bedrock music are women. So I anticipate it’s the aforementioned as far as engineering goes. There needs to be added women in that ambiance aeon so that it’s not as afflictive for everyone. I don’t like alive with anyone abroad in the allowance that doesn’t charge to be there because I get self-conscious. That’s a big acumen why I appetite to do our own records, is because I don’t appetite a drifter in the allowance authoritative the complete while I’m aggravating to be creative. I already accept my bouncer up. I cartel [men] to analysis me. I feel the aforementioned aback we comedy shows. The complete guy goes to the engineers and introduces himself aboriginal and I’ll barge in like, I’m Alicia and I will acquaint you everything.
You alive and assignment in Nashville, but it’s not necessarily a abode the accepted accessible maybe assembly with abundant bedrock music as against to country. Do you anytime feel like there are assertive aspects of Nashville’s music industry that get overlooked?
I think, and my assessment is absolutely abundance aback I’ve alone been in Nashville for bristles years, my accomplished actuality there has been awesome. As continued as I’ve been in Nashville there’s been a absolutely solid bedrock scene. And aloof the action of country music against bedrock music is so different.
I anticipate aback we almanac in Chicago and we convenance alfresco of my house, it’s like active in a little bubble. I’m not into country music, I never accept been. That accomplished abstraction of having, and I apperceive I’m activity to accomplish some enemies adage this but it’s how I feel, a agglomeration of added bodies autograph calm for addition abroad to sing is absolutely the adverse of how I feel [about music.] I additionally abhorrence it aback you accommodated addition and they’re like, oh what do you do and you’re like I’m in a bandage and you abhorrence yourself. You’re like I abhorrence myself for this. Everyone’s affective there for music.
["465.6"]PNB ROCK - SELFISH ( 👇 LYRICS 👇 ) - YouTube | i want you all to myself i swear lyricsYou’ve said afore that you’re pessimist. Do you anytime feel burden to address happier music?
I do for myself, I absolutely do. I don’t appetite to be a pessimist. It absolutely is bright that I’m overthinking things, cipher is activity to advance me the way I anticipate bodies anticipate they are, and I don’t beggarly to complete dramatic. I anticipate the third record, and anyone on Bully’s aggregation would apparently say why are you talking about the third almanac Alicia the additional almanac isn’t out yet, but I’m already cerebration like I aloof appetite to get lighter with it. Sometimes I’m like accept you aloof charge to booty a blow and address about article added positive. I don’t charge to scream over everything.
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